I know I love my family which means my mother , brother, sister, and half sister. Yet in this family sometimes I feel alone because they don’t quite understand me and how I feel but not many people from a background like mine would. I feel as though I mess so many things up when in reality I don’t really ever I just keep to myself. Sometimes I find that the loneliness is comfortable because is that time that I can sit and ponder about life and my issues or trouble. I love being alone its one of my most favorite time of my day, but you also have to remind yourself with loneliness most often sadness is on its way after you have been alone for a while. So don’t be alone all the time its good to get out and socialize with people 

I don’t know what to except anymore in my life.